Manifesting Heaven on Earth
Evolving Magazine: October 2009
Copyright © September 2009 - Rev. Maitreya Zohar
Who is manifesting your life?
Often we feel powerless to transform ourselves and thus the circumstances we chose to live in. This month’s Evolving poses the topic of manifestation and I am asking, “Who is manifesting your life?”
On August 20, 2009, I moved from Los Angeles to Kansas City. My daughter and I had moved from New York City to Los Angeles to manifest her dream of attending University of California, Los Angeles (UCLA) acting program. Her strong inner calling to move to Santa Monica for her senior year of high school ultimately created our move; a move that for me was temporary – four to six years. She did her part wonderful: SAT’s, graduating high school, essays and entrance exams, auditions, etc. and became one of 70 accepted students out of just over 1000 applicants to the Theatre, Film, and Television program.
This past April, in the spring quarter of her junior year, my daughter expressed her readiness to live in her own apartment. Six months earlier, when moving was my idea, she was adamant about living with me. Now she was fully aligned with taking the next step toward her independence, so much so that within two weeks, she had found the perfect apartment, had a new roommate lined up, and I was giving my notice for the end of May.
So, who is manifesting my life? Sometimes it seems that as my daughter goes, so do I. Then I remind myself that 21 years ago, I chose to be a parent and it was at that time that I made the choice to guide this soul to adulthood.
How is that I could feel emotionally tossed about and victimy in one moment as my daughter made powerful choices for her life and in the next breathe I could feel rooted in the knowing that I had done what I had set out to do, 21 years before.
We are made up of multiple facets and at any one time we may have various inner voices sending us signals. I believe the strongest signal in the moment is the one that becomes our manifest reality. Here is a list of a few of the voices that could be speaking in you right now: adult self, inner child, male self, female self, physical body, emotional body, mental body, spiritual body, or your inner saboteur.
I wear several “hats”, three of which are Healer, Channel, and Intuitive Tarot Reader. During a reading with a single mother, we looked into career matters, as she was unemployed. The reading showed two paths: 1) the path her female self wanted take, which was having time with her young daughter, healing people with Reflexology and Reiki – being self employed and 2) the path her male self wanted to take, which was of job security with a company that had benefits and a steady paycheck. I shared with her that in order to manifest her new fulfilling, well paying career, she would need to get her male and female selves working in partnership. I explained that the energetic fight going on inside her was creating a stalemate and thus she wasn’t manifesting her career but was instead manifesting experiences like procrastination, confusion, indecision, powerlessness, insomnia, excess TV watching, and overeating.
She thought she wasn’t manifesting. I explained to her that we are always manifesting, however, we are not always conscious of what we are manifesting.
Another client, healing cancer, was struggling with the choice of healing herself with allopathic or holistic treatments. The reading showed that her inner child wanted to travel the allopathic route and her adult self wanted to travel the holistic route. The inner conflict between her adult self and her inner child was manifesting itself as extreme stress and complete powerlessness around making a choice that she felt truly at peace with. It was explained to her that either path, allopathic or holistic, taken from the place of true peace – her inner child and adult self working in partnership – would manifest a full healing.
From my own life: I am in the grocery store.
My inner child is calling, “Ice cream, mint chocolate chip, we need some ice cream.”
My mother’s voice echoes, “Not before you finish your veggies.” Off to the vegetable isle I go. My female self chooses something colorful and nurturing and my male self pipes up with, “We need some meat to go with that.”
“Desert, we need desert,” my child self calls again.
Sensing the judgments of my mental body and the denial of sweets for my inner child, my spiritual body councils, “Everything in moderation, balance is key.”
I pass the flowers on my way to the ice cream isle and my mental and emotional bodies feel calmed and relaxed.
I could keep going with this supermarket adventure but I suspect you get the point.
So, who in you; is manifesting your life?
I have chosen one voice to have final say. The lessons of free will verses divine choice have taught me that this voice leads to liberation. This voice is the voice of my Spirit.
Experience has led me to observe that the majority of people have a deep need to be completely gotten by other human beings. I believe the same of our inner world. By fully receiving the aspect of us that is in fear, we reconnect with the love of our Spirit.
I believe in miracles. I personally have seen the unexplainable numerous times and now believe that when we align the various facets or aspects within ourselves on the desire of our Spirit, that intention becomes our reality.
Part of my new reality is the manifestation of Land of OM, LLC – a new spiritual community center in Overland Park, KS.
May you fully align with your Spirit’s desire and may you manifest your dreams, blessings, Maitreya.
Who is manifesting your life?
Often we feel powerless to transform ourselves and thus the circumstances we chose to live in. This month’s Evolving poses the topic of manifestation and I am asking, “Who is manifesting your life?”
On August 20, 2009, I moved from Los Angeles to Kansas City. My daughter and I had moved from New York City to Los Angeles to manifest her dream of attending University of California, Los Angeles (UCLA) acting program. Her strong inner calling to move to Santa Monica for her senior year of high school ultimately created our move; a move that for me was temporary – four to six years. She did her part wonderful: SAT’s, graduating high school, essays and entrance exams, auditions, etc. and became one of 70 accepted students out of just over 1000 applicants to the Theatre, Film, and Television program.
This past April, in the spring quarter of her junior year, my daughter expressed her readiness to live in her own apartment. Six months earlier, when moving was my idea, she was adamant about living with me. Now she was fully aligned with taking the next step toward her independence, so much so that within two weeks, she had found the perfect apartment, had a new roommate lined up, and I was giving my notice for the end of May.
So, who is manifesting my life? Sometimes it seems that as my daughter goes, so do I. Then I remind myself that 21 years ago, I chose to be a parent and it was at that time that I made the choice to guide this soul to adulthood.
How is that I could feel emotionally tossed about and victimy in one moment as my daughter made powerful choices for her life and in the next breathe I could feel rooted in the knowing that I had done what I had set out to do, 21 years before.
We are made up of multiple facets and at any one time we may have various inner voices sending us signals. I believe the strongest signal in the moment is the one that becomes our manifest reality. Here is a list of a few of the voices that could be speaking in you right now: adult self, inner child, male self, female self, physical body, emotional body, mental body, spiritual body, or your inner saboteur.
I wear several “hats”, three of which are Healer, Channel, and Intuitive Tarot Reader. During a reading with a single mother, we looked into career matters, as she was unemployed. The reading showed two paths: 1) the path her female self wanted take, which was having time with her young daughter, healing people with Reflexology and Reiki – being self employed and 2) the path her male self wanted to take, which was of job security with a company that had benefits and a steady paycheck. I shared with her that in order to manifest her new fulfilling, well paying career, she would need to get her male and female selves working in partnership. I explained that the energetic fight going on inside her was creating a stalemate and thus she wasn’t manifesting her career but was instead manifesting experiences like procrastination, confusion, indecision, powerlessness, insomnia, excess TV watching, and overeating.
She thought she wasn’t manifesting. I explained to her that we are always manifesting, however, we are not always conscious of what we are manifesting.
Another client, healing cancer, was struggling with the choice of healing herself with allopathic or holistic treatments. The reading showed that her inner child wanted to travel the allopathic route and her adult self wanted to travel the holistic route. The inner conflict between her adult self and her inner child was manifesting itself as extreme stress and complete powerlessness around making a choice that she felt truly at peace with. It was explained to her that either path, allopathic or holistic, taken from the place of true peace – her inner child and adult self working in partnership – would manifest a full healing.
From my own life: I am in the grocery store.
My inner child is calling, “Ice cream, mint chocolate chip, we need some ice cream.”
My mother’s voice echoes, “Not before you finish your veggies.” Off to the vegetable isle I go. My female self chooses something colorful and nurturing and my male self pipes up with, “We need some meat to go with that.”
“Desert, we need desert,” my child self calls again.
Sensing the judgments of my mental body and the denial of sweets for my inner child, my spiritual body councils, “Everything in moderation, balance is key.”
I pass the flowers on my way to the ice cream isle and my mental and emotional bodies feel calmed and relaxed.
I could keep going with this supermarket adventure but I suspect you get the point.
So, who in you; is manifesting your life?
I have chosen one voice to have final say. The lessons of free will verses divine choice have taught me that this voice leads to liberation. This voice is the voice of my Spirit.
Experience has led me to observe that the majority of people have a deep need to be completely gotten by other human beings. I believe the same of our inner world. By fully receiving the aspect of us that is in fear, we reconnect with the love of our Spirit.
I believe in miracles. I personally have seen the unexplainable numerous times and now believe that when we align the various facets or aspects within ourselves on the desire of our Spirit, that intention becomes our reality.
Part of my new reality is the manifestation of Land of OM, LLC – a new spiritual community center in Overland Park, KS.
May you fully align with your Spirit’s desire and may you manifest your dreams, blessings, Maitreya.
